where I have to make a call that I don’t want to. That I have to hurt someone I don’t want to. That I have to let them go until they grow on their own. She’s an amazing woman and has come so far, but needs to stand on her own before she lets someone else lead her. She needs to know I will always care for her…. that won’t change.
And then I have to hang up and let it go. And live my life.
Angelina has spent three weekends with me now. We went dancing Saturday night after a dinner out. We argued and made up. I miss her when she’s not there and I can smell her in my car, in my apartment,….. in my bed.
So I have to make that phone call…. long distance….. from here